Had a son about 6 weeks back. Sometimes that feels positive lol

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I have stopped drinking alcohol. The last time I drank alcohol was to celebrate Gorbachev’s death lmao.

I’ve also managed to translate several Android apps to Spanish, and now my friends can use those apps thanks to that :)

I have a ML friend IRL that I can talk theory with, its very nice

I’m feeling confident in my long term abilities. I am conducting some operations to gain money and lay the groundwork for organization and while not much is happening in the now I am very optimistic of where my life could be in 1, 5, 10 etc. years. It feels good to feel more like an adult, like the heroes I always aspired to be, and less like a child who doesn’t know what they’re doing. I still have gaps in my confidence in short term day-to-day scenarios e.g. talking to a merchant at my delivery job and stumbling on a word and overthinking it, but I’m laying groundwork to not be a dweeb and it’s not getting at me to the core like it once was.

Also, I felt a nascent distance between myself and my best (and only) friend and it was worrying me about the future. But I talked and it went very well. Confronation and being real is so much less scary and so much more rewarding and less hostile than I think we build up in our heads sometimes. Definitely trying to transition towards being more direct and blunt.

Kudos for the gyming!! As I always tell myself: a fascist worked out today. Gotta keep pace with these fucks 💪 definitely felt good a while back when one of my regular merchants referred to me as “big dog.”

God of War Ragnarok will release on Wednesday and it will be a guaranteed banger

I’ve really been hitting my strides recently, perfecting my routine and getting a lot done. I have a schedule I’ve been trying to follow but I can’t ever seem to get everything done. But I had this sort of apiphany - If I do a little bit of everything on a rotational basis then I can make progress in all areas and not feel like I missed out on something. I feel really productive and don’t get burnt out or stuck doing one thing. It’s very liberating and I don’t feel like I’ve come up short at the end of the day with what I wanted to do. Also I’m finally joining a ML org so I’m very excited about that :)

Congratulations, big guy

Feeling really shitty recently, had a breakdown yesterday, HOWEVER, my birthday is in less than a month and I got decent placement in a smash bros tournament recently.

Honestly? None. The war continues to ravage my county, I’m sinking deeper and deeper into depression. I don’t think I can go on for much longer. I see no future for myself, nothing excites me anymore, every day is a chore and I go to bed hoping I won’t have to wake up.

i’m making new friends and putting myself out there more

Well I am certainly struggling but it’s not all bad. I finally am trying to quit drugs and that’s a good thing.

I’m glad to hear about your progress in the party, that’s awesome

My anti-sectarian reading group’s blown up. We’ve got over 15 people, all from different groups and tendencies, all reading together in one big session. They all seem keen to bury the hatchet and just unite the workers at this point.

Also, my efforts inside my union are getting big results. I recently sorted out the biggest turnout ever to my branch’s AGM. We had over 50 people turn up, about half of which were coming down for the first time ever. We’ve since organised a bunch of actions, including a big, city-wide outreach session we’re doing to promote the Enough is Enough campaign, which is going down on the 12th.

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