The NHS exists for you. Disability programs exist for you. Because the people want you to be cared for and have a dignified life. Gutted husk though it may be, the NHS probably the least shit part of the UK. All legitimate criticism of the NHS is that it doesn’t do enough.
Fuck everyone who shames you for having a difficult life; crossing that line is something that makes them bad at being a human being. That’s not a reflection of you, but of their own failure.
Please, it would be so funny if planting evidence in this case got linked in the Adams investigation