The position on “psychopathy” is underdeveloped. Understanding of those with ASPD and other cluster-bs is in its infancy. You do not require a mental illness to be a selfish asshole, that passes for normal these days.

We’re also not at the end of history. Even the most progressive of us are going to look reactionary 100 years from now.

You have BPD just as I do. I feel something similar is happening now where there is still an ableism problem in ML circles but that doesn’t mean I would denounce ML as a whole even if many of its adherents treat us like shit.

I wasn’t sure we had many more arms to ship there. Revolution may be easier if our enemies ship all their weapons away.

I exercise 2 hours a day Mon-Fri, I don’t sleep all day. I don’t think it works like that. I may require less sleep actually.

Less homework, more running? Fine by me!

Dragon would not approve.

I’m mentally disabled. I’m considered unfit to work even in the US. I doubt anyone wants me and I’ll probably die when the country collapses. I know that as China develops that it will relax immigration because it’ll become less of a problem as it approaches communism and produces enough to sustain itself even with immigrants. Maybe I’ll get lucky.

Bunch of hypocrites.

Then where should we go? Immigration to good countries is difficult for many of us.

I fear the US military will take the rare earth’s from whomever China approves of.

I know that intellectually. But deprogramming myself of the feeling isn’t easy. Especially since I do constantly wish I was capable of things denied of me by disability and circumstance.

Or cargo, I believe.

“You hear about the computer in China’s R&D?”

“The bismuth, the carbon nanotube ternary, or the fucking analog?”

Sex is much better when the livelihoods of the people involved aren’t contingent on their ability to provide it or how well they can provide it.

I feel the same way about art.

Oh my god, yes. This is what I like to see. I’ve had a poor time with my school system due to disability and medical neglect. Good to see things are improving over there.

I have several Russian friends who are a bit like this. As an American I feel scared trying to correct them because, y’know, Americans have a reputation for being invasive and assuming they know better than anyone, even if what’s correct is correct.

Maybe, but I’m not sure if he was the accelerationist of the two candidates. The US was set to collapse under its own weight anyway. The democrats have historically been the more warlike party, we would’ve likely collapsed even faster by picking more fights abroad that we can’t win.

Well that’s something to think about. How would one from the US get to Venezuela?

Humans are communal. Pack animals. So it feels so alienating to have traits people hate. That’s probably why I became a communist too. And at times I feel like I’m trying to fight for people who hate me. Is that what I’m supposed to tell LGBT people at Burkina, for example? To fight for people who legally persecute them? It’s the right call, the enemy is the west. But it’s demoralizing when the good guys hate you, makes you feel like education and acceptance is a long ways away. I’m also trans and I think I have ADHD and BPD as well. And I’m never sure if I could even hold a job. Makes me feel I was born way too early, like I belong in the future. Maybe ask yourself, do you have friends here? Are you friends with those who similarly struggle with BPD? Perhaps you would never have met them if not for that. It’s a fucked up thing to think about, oppression bringing people together who would otherwise never meet, whose reason for meeting is dependant on oppression that should never have happened. Like how many good people are descended from bad parents or from genociders. We’re all byproducts of bad shit. But we’re here, in this time and place. I’m happy I have my friends and can look at the world from the perspective of the “useless trash”.