I’m not even sure I can be angry anymore. I’m just tired. This whole Ukraine fiasco has really crushed any residual hope I had for western leftism, or critical thinking.
Not enough of thess things can die. I would gladly burn in a flash of light if it meant that this country could be cleansed from the world. Socialism in the west is impossible. Every clown that dies of Covid in America is a godsend. Every suicide is a blessing. Let the life expectancy collapse. Let the entire country suffer complete proletarianization. I hope it’s a fucking nightmare. I hope millions starve and beg for help, and China just fucking laughs, because we deserve it and the Maoists are ultimately right to a point.
Seems like you’re getting pretty stressed out. I commiserate with that. My advice? Avoid the media, avoid social media; twitter, reddit, facebook, etc., for at least a couple weeks. Maybe even see if you can talk to a psychologist/psychiatrist, maybe if you have medical insurance it’s covered?
Take a break. Remember that we still live in the system that we have, and we should try to make the most of it. Maybe even rise above it but definitely not let it overwhelm us.