I just came from failing at my exam. The one subject I studied the most, the one I sacrificed the other subjects for. I panicked and I wasn’t able to do simple math. Nothing ever works. I’m living in almost complete poverty, don’t even have money for toilet paper, eat basically rice every day, I can’t even wash my clothes. My mother has kind of told me to fuck off and I’m supposed to go and live with my drug addict of a father, I need to get a shitty job, I don’t know if I have the mental equilibrium to do both a job and university. I have nothing. I have no one. I need to kill myself and stop pretending I can go forward, it only ever gets worse.
Please don’t kill yourself.
I’m so fucking sorry that you’re in the situation you’re in. I know you are in misery right now but you must hold onto the fact that there are going to be better days at some point. I don’t know when they’ll come, but they will. Please stay with us. You have people that love you even if you don’t know it, and we are all here for you.
Please, my friend, keep trying.
I’ll private message you.