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  • DisabledAceSocialisttoMemesjesus and sacrifice
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    29 days ago

    Considering god created a hellhole of a world for us and Jesus came down here willingly to be tortured, he’s clearly a sadomasochist who enjoyed it. When he got back to heaven he probably wanked himself blind.

    Also I think all the obsession god has with no sex outside of marriage - that’s effectively edging. God likes to abstain for as long as possible to make his orgasm stronger - he is literally an edgelord.









  • As someone who is ace, I’ve experienced similar, although being female in my case it was a little different. As a teenage girl/young woman, I was put under so much pressure (from both men who fancied me, and other women) to have a boyfriend and a sex life. The general impression I got from all these people was that there are many desperate, thirsty men around who want a girlfriend/sex, and so no vagina should be allowed to go unused. I should not be selfishly hoarding up my body, but should find a male or males to share it with. There also seemed to be an element of other girls wanting me safely paired up with my own boyfriend so I wouldn’t be at risk of stealing theirs. The amount of pressure I was put under was intense and lasted years. I’d never heard of asexuality at the time (90s/early 00s) so I thought there must be something wrong with me that I wasn’t interested. So I ended up having unwanted sex, trying to cure myself. It didn’t work and I wish I could take it back.

    There was even an incident, when I was 16, when a female “friend” bought me drinks all night long until I was so drunk I was paralytic, and then when I was in no position to resist, told me she had arranged for me and a male friend to sleep over at her house tonight and she was going to make sure he and I lost our virginities to each other. I told her no, I don’t want to sleep with him. She refused to take no for an answer, and he was eager to do this to me. Yes, they got me drunk and planned to rape me. Luckily a real friend came along, found out what was happening and rescued me before it was too late. I’ve had various other incidents too. Basically some sexual people cannot stand other people being non-sexual and will bully, shame and even try to force us to engage.

    It’s good that people nowadays are more educated about different sexualities so they know there is nothing wrong with them. If you don’t want a partner or sex, do not have them. Don’t allow yourself to be pressured. And maybe find some better friends.



  • They’re making my life a misery over my migraine meds. The rizatriptan was working fine, but when I had a stroke they said it wasn’t safe for me. So after trials of various other things I found myself on two migraine meds, topiramate and rimegepant. Now the government says that because topiramate can cause babies to be born with a slightly higher chance of having autism or ADHD, women who take topiramate must be put on birth control. I refuse to take birth control. I’m asexual, I do not and will not have sex, I am in my 40s and I started going through the menopause already and as a stroke patient, birth control increases my risk of stroke. Now they’re quibbling over the cost of the rimegepant and refusing to prescribe me a whole month’s supply. So fuck me I guess, I’ll end up with no migraine meds at all. all because one is “too expensive” and the other may cause autism in a baby who will never be conceived anyway.




  • I’m hurting myself more than them by being alive though. To them I’m just an annoyance, they are like daily mail readers annoyed that their taxes go to the unemployed, but who would be no better off if a particular unemployed person didn’t exist. If I didn’t exist any more they’d soon forget me and find someone else to complain about. But by being alive I’m always in pain, often nauseated, struggling with becoming partially sighted and learning to walk again, overwhelmed with dealing with my medical issues (appointments, treatments, fighting problems like this, organising prescriptions, etc), fighting my benefit appeal and knowing even if I win I’ll have to go through it all again one day, struggling to get enough to eat, keep a roof over my head, etc. Even trying to get enough things like toilet paper, sanitary towels and toothpaste is a never ending stress and worry. It’s just endless misery with no upside.