That’s acceptable! I’ve had to do the same and I still do now and again. I got completely lost with Marx at first. Even the Communist Manifesto was a bit too complex. I read it and thought I understood, but I later realised that I had misunderstood most of it. So I read three or four biographies of Marx and some easy introductions to Marxism before going back to Marx and the other founders. The background knowledge from the biographies helped a lot (although now I think that some of the biographers misunderstood some of the basics, too!). Better to read comprehensible texts easily then go back to the more difficult texts later.
Are you still reading Lenin? How’s it going – did it get any easier?
I have stop reading Lenin temporarily bc his works are above my level of understanding
That’s acceptable! I’ve had to do the same and I still do now and again. I got completely lost with Marx at first. Even the Communist Manifesto was a bit too complex. I read it and thought I understood, but I later realised that I had misunderstood most of it. So I read three or four biographies of Marx and some easy introductions to Marxism before going back to Marx and the other founders. The background knowledge from the biographies helped a lot (although now I think that some of the biographers misunderstood some of the basics, too!). Better to read comprehensible texts easily then go back to the more difficult texts later.