Pretty much the title of the post. I started watching porn at a very young age (12 I think) and stuck with it for 13 years. Without retelling my entire life story, porn is the only sexual outlet I have.

I wanted to quit for a while now due to ethical (I don’t think I have to elaborate how fucked up the porn industry is to anyone here) and psychological reasons but so far it always ends in me quitting for a few days and then returning.

I want to stop, I can’t call myself a communist while engaging with something that is so vile and opposed to communist principles but I don’t know how to change my habits in a way that allows me to permanently quit and satisfy my urges in a different way.

    • @RedCatOP
      4•1 year ago

      Also, ask yourself why you have this habit to begin with— for me, it developed from being sexually repressed, frustrated, and lonely.

      Same. So far I have been incapable of finding anything resembling romantic involvement. Main reason for this is some heavy trauma from my highschool years and while I am in therapy because of this it will still be a while before I am healthy or capable of finding someone.