…You end up knowing things. Because you know; the world is revealed to be mad. But because you knew, you end up becoming mad to the world.
I cant do it. Even if Im wrong about a particular event… Ive lost the ability to trust the opinions of people I genuinely trust or care about. I cant engage in any way with people who view the Iran protests or the HK protests or Taiwan issue or the Donbass conflict.
I must have gone insane.
I can get to feeling the same way. Donbass has made talking to people who I thought were hardcore materialists very difficult, insinuating that I’m simping for Putin and such. Even got told I was being obsessive over it when an air of potential nuclear holocaust hangs over everything. Sorry, guess I didn’t get the memo that communists shouldn’t keep up-to-date on events that could have catastrophic global impact, or at the very least we should just accept what we see coming out of MSM at face value. 🙄