Really subpar thank you for asking. Have just felt really disengaged with life this year, stuck in a rut, burnt out ect. I’ve realized I really dislike the way my brain works, always hyper-fixating on silly shit, making it impossible for me to focus or self motivate, sabotaging my relationships. I’ve had a really negative attitude about everything really and its just gotten worse lately.
I’ve done enough feeling sorry for myself though, definitely trying to make some improvements. I’m seeing a doctor finally for the first time in like over 3 years next week, so hopefully can get my health back on track and get some help for my executive dysfunction. Also gonna finally schedule some therapy soon which will hopefully help with the whole hating myself and feeling dead inside thing. Beyond that I’ve also finally started the process of joining my local communist org, and am getting back into the gym. Just gotta keep telling myself things will be okay and not give up trying.
Really subpar thank you for asking. Have just felt really disengaged with life this year, stuck in a rut, burnt out ect. I’ve realized I really dislike the way my brain works, always hyper-fixating on silly shit, making it impossible for me to focus or self motivate, sabotaging my relationships. I’ve had a really negative attitude about everything really and its just gotten worse lately.
I’ve done enough feeling sorry for myself though, definitely trying to make some improvements. I’m seeing a doctor finally for the first time in like over 3 years next week, so hopefully can get my health back on track and get some help for my executive dysfunction. Also gonna finally schedule some therapy soon which will hopefully help with the whole hating myself and feeling dead inside thing. Beyond that I’ve also finally started the process of joining my local communist org, and am getting back into the gym. Just gotta keep telling myself things will be okay and not give up trying.