…You end up knowing things. Because you know; the world is revealed to be mad. But because you knew, you end up becoming mad to the world.
I cant do it. Even if Im wrong about a particular event… Ive lost the ability to trust the opinions of people I genuinely trust or care about. I cant engage in any way with people who view the Iran protests or the HK protests or Taiwan issue or the Donbass conflict.
I must have gone insane.
It isnt their choice to make. That is true. If they were true believers, they would join the military. At least that’s what I tell myself.
Even then, the rank and file US soldiers’ crimes are murder, terrorizing, and theft; they still do not have any control over the ‘levers of power’. They’re quite explicitly just a tool of those in charge.