every day of my life is pain i suck at being social i will say one thing and mean another. i made some friends only to have them taken away from me due the rule saying all teachers are monsters my parents drugged i thought i could trust them i am still living with them when will this pain will only end when i kill myself. then i will be in blissful non-existence i also spend my of most days depressed because of all this
Comrade, how will you help overthrow the bourgeois if you’re dead?
Wikipedia maintains a list of hotlines: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines Please reach out to someone, and as @ihaphleas@lemmy.ml offered, we can try get you the country specific helpline resources you may need.
Some of us could maybe offer a book to read that might help in the long run, but right now you really need to talk to someone who can provide better, quicker, more personal help than we or a book can. If you’re in the States, call the number @trevor@lemmy.ml mentioned, if not, we can try to help you find a similar number for your country.
Yes, please do.
Please speak with someone who has the proper resources to offer you such as the suicide prevention hotline. Their number is 1-800-273-8255. Life is filled with suffering, there is no getting around that. But you can find a way to overcome it and focus on the enjoyable aspects with help.
Please do not. I don’t know what else to say, but you must not. Please try to help yourself and to live for yourself.
