I died in the end and edward put my stuff in a chest. Then I went back and died a bunch of times, and finally found it, and a shulker killed me. Luckily, warmaldo found my stuff and put it in the barrels.
I’m going to get my stuff tomorrow because I feel like my head is going to explode.
Losing stuff in minecraft honestly is such a pain sometimes. You said it well: end is a hellhole. You really cannot be too safe in there. I also should probably tell that on the server I’m Warmaldo9. I’ll actually change my name once I get hang of the commands.