Congrats on the two months! As long as you’re moving forward one day at a time, you’re headed in the right direction. Sometimes it takes a few times of failing, falling off the horse to ride it into that proverbial sunset of peace. I wish you the best and many more sober days ahead.

When it comes to addiction give yourself grace. They say that you should only focus on changing one habit at the time due to the significant expenditure of willpower. Don’t feel guilty for the ciggies, in time you’ll be able to shift your focus when you can. For now focus on one positive change (aka abstaining from alcohol) and don’t shift gears until yoy’re entirely comfortable in your sobriety. You got this, you’ll get there, one day at a time!

Welcome to the community, Nax, I hope you find it to be a safe, positive space for support ;)