I feel so fucking lost. It’s like I am just waiting for the end. I got no one and nothing to live for. I am going out and trying different things. But, nothing is sticking. At the end of the day, I feel like just another lonely ass with nothing to live for.

I feel like I am missing something fundamental for having a will to live.

  • lobut@lemmy.ca
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    1 year ago

    This video helped me when I was in my slump: https://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc?si=7mK44vDtbz8JYNpG

    When I say slump, I mean six months of in patient therapy and group. It’s not easy, what group was nice was just having a bunch of people that felt how I did. In a way that I didn’t have to describe it to others. I felt like an alien trying to describe what’s going on and I could tell how helpless my friends were.

    I had meds and therapy get me through my trials. I also know that those things are expensive and I was fortunate enough to have insurance.