After getting diagnosed and trying drugs, I felt like my mind is slowed down and not jumping around anymore thinking dozens of different things. At first it was nice to be able to do one thing at a time. But after couple months I started to feel like my brain is just drugged and I’m not having any kind of control over my thinking. It has been slowed down by being partially disabled, at least it felt like it. So I stopped doing drugs, started daily HIIT practice to get out of my mind and back to feeling my body, started to learn to pay attention to things I’m doing at the moment. It’s still a struggle, but the one I have control over, it even feels a bit empowering.

Your claim about OP’s insanity has been accepted and will be reviewed in 5 to 10 business days. Stand by.

Aren’t we all?

Wow wow, slow down dude, now you sound like a Brave shill yourself.

I’ll agree with that lol. Although I do pay for a YouTube premium, I like YT.music algorithm better than Spotify and not having ads on videos is just a nice bonus. So I do use yt app, as well as newpipe and smarttubenext because yt app is missing some features.

Idk, sound like a paid comment to me.

Can confirm. Got a 20yo roommate, who before the diagnosis was striving to be better, was trying to learn and figure stuff out. After diagnosis turned into total pain in the ass, blaming everything on the disability, stopped cleaning after himself, kinda gave up on himself in general. I agree, it might be because he stopped masking but it was just sad to see such a change for worse, he took it the wrong way.

OP though sounds like a conscious person, weighing their options, asking for opinion from others. Good job OP!

Stepan ❤️

Looks like their propaganda is in damage control mode. Desperately trying to adjust their narratives to make it look like “Pu is working on it”. Which just makes it more apparent that he has less and less control lol.

More ass kissing, more, RFK! This is not enough!

Chinese, might be dependent on the province though.

Some cultures eat with their mouths open and it is considered as a kind of a compliment to the cook, like “hey it’s so good, it makes me do this loud noise while I eat it”. Quite unpleasant.

My first thought was going on another Titanic expedition in a sub.

I like the analogy with Goodwill.