durings [none/use name]

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Cake day: July 10th, 2025

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  • Was sent logs of the mod chat by a whistleblower, read what was being said about the struggle sessions, completely and utterly delusional, egotistical, and entirely missing the point, plus direct accusations of me in particular being a wrecker + not to mention misgendering. I’m assuming a couple other users were also sent the html logs, I just don’t have the energy or desire to continue operating on this website after what i read. Basically every concern was completely ignored, subverted, or created baseless accusations. And the mod in particular who was asked to step down by many users is still a mod under another account and was told by admins they did nothing wrong. Thanks to the few cool users on this website but yea the administration is just childish and completely disconnected from its user base, unwilling to face legitimate criticism, so I will not be returning here anymore and I urge others who would like any sort of real positive change to do the same. Maybe someone will create another community and I would be happy to join then, but for now goodbye. This will probably end up getting purged anyways










  • The older I get, the more childhood trauma abuse and neglect seems to catch up to me. You’d think it would be the opposite, but time seems to only exacerbate the wounds. Tried therapy, meditation, running away, coming back, running away again, surrounding myself with people, isolation, reading theory, radical action, while all these life experiences have brought me closer to myself and built my outward resilience, it feels like the internal pain has only gotten worse. It also just sucks knowing I’ve put in 100x the work and lived more genuinely than the vast majority of people (at least in the western world) but I still feel like an outcast that everyone would prefer to just wither away, I shouldn’t have had to work this hard. Like I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to carry on this way… still just trying to take it a day at a time, because I know I deserve better, and I’m so bitter that giving up would mean they won and I just can’t have that





  • Whether it was Nakoichi or not, point still stands that rules are blatantly allowed to be broken if you are a preferred user and new rules are made up if you’re not.

    I’ve had accounts before, and even if I didn’t, why does account age matter? Is that the same logic you use for new immigrants to countries to strip them from having any say in the way the country is ran? Not very communist thinking. Your fascist brainworms are showing.




  • Yeah the term “personal vendetta” is incredibly laughable, especially coming from a user and mod team that has not earned the trust of its users. Have you ever considered that a user doesn’t like you because you make terrible takes? Or your needless childishness and hostility? It’s almost like you grow to dislike users who bring the website down. “Personal vendetta” implies this person knows you in real life and specifically targets you because of something you’ve done personally like interfere with a relationship or a bad joke you said, something that has nothing to do with leftist discussion, which I seriously doubt. Can we please stop assuming that our minority users are targeting people for reasons unrelated to the discussions at hand? Sounds an awful lot like police profiling