Madcat [any]

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Cake day: October 26th, 2020

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  • CW: pretty bad violence

    i don’t know how you can write something like this and then feel good with yourself

    you don’t know anything about any slaughterhouse workers. lmao. it’s a nice play. the meat inspectors sit back and watch. it’s relaxing, ya know? when you hang a cow up by it’s ankles and plunge a knife into their spinal cord, it’s satisfying

    i also have a video of me pulling pulling a baby cow out the trash can that fell in with the guts when he cut its momma open. pussy. you ever see a baby cow floating in cow guts? DEAD before it even got to LIVE. it’s a gnarly sight. diseases can’t get me! my immune system is super healthy due to the fact that i eat delicious meat.

    actual psychopath shit

    look at this interaction in another sub he posted it to.

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    "[–]stiF_staL 3 o bwyntiau 24 diwrnodau yn ôl

    I’m actually scared to finish this video.

    [–]JayKuz [S] -1 o bwyntiau 24 diwrnodau yn ôl

    don’t be :) finish it"

    like jesus christ dude



  • I think it was more untreated bipolar that got Phil in the end.

    Before he killed himself he was writing an album about the last year of his life where he was having a psychotic break, due to the loss of his voice and increasing paranoia, and going under the persona of John/Luke Train, and it genuinely sounds like his voice was healing in this recording 4 months before he killed himself https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzFQBASpfKk (2 years after the mugging) in comparison to this from the year before https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy26mFpn3eo (1 year after the mugging).

    Personally, I think he was in a particularly depressive and paranoid state and he made a rash decision. Ultimately though, I don’t know exactly what happened but either way it’s a sad fucking state of affairs and the lack of proper mental health care is disastrous.

    “He was planning an album that would be an unflinching narrative of his psychosis over the past year and had at least ten songs in various states. Five of those songs are represented here. The working title for the album was Duel In The Sun. Soon after the New Year Phil started to come around less until he eventually moved in with his sister Sonny in Far Rockaway. We would talk on the phone but I would never see him again.” - from the description of the last recording.