ABSOLUTE BEANEMA

Rabbit & Steel isn’t as complex as an MMO button-wise but it might fit the bill

A Symphogear rhythm character action game would be pretty fun

It’s a masterpiece fr. It won’t be the same without the ACC OST but at least more people will have a chance to experience it

SSRIs actually do dampen the effect of psychedelics and nullify the effects of entactogens

Zeroranger, Off, Persona 3, Trails in the Sly the 3rd, FFXIV Shadowbringers

I can send you some vegan recipes if you want

The company doctor gave me the OK for more remote working days (soon we will have full RTO). The line manager also gave the OK. But his manager in Burgerland didn’t because of insane levels of ableist drivel arguments (such as “the same rules apply for everyone” and “the cleaners can’t work remotely, we programmers aren’t a higher class”. When I told him that I perform worse in office, he told me he won’t argue because he isn’t a productivy researcher, however he wants me to come to office because he thinks my productivity will increase???

He also interrogated me about my performance and responsibilities (I bet he would fire me if he wasn’t satisfied)

The funny thing is that the company has those seminars about burnout and mental health but the burgerlander manager feigned that he didn’t know what burnout is when I mentioned it and made me give him a definition.

The even funnier thing is that the doctor asked me to talk to her about accomodations once I disclosed my medical history months before, when I was on probation and my abilities were unproven. If I said yes I would be fired right then.

The only thing I can do now is walk the path that is laid before me, while knowing that every day the inevitable autistic burnout comes closer and closer. I have to do that in ordwr to last one year in the job at least, so that I will have experience to find another one.

I am beyond crushed and seething at everything right now.

It’s decent but some of the devs’ choices make it a slog. I’m mainly referring to the durability mechanic which needs the material which was used to originally craft an item to perform the repair. So if you lose you become weaker until you grind for rare materials again

Unlimited Blade Works-ass poem

I talked with some union people at my workplace, and I asked them if they plan to resist the full return to office that is coming. I shit you not, they welcomed the news (they were clueless) because “we will communicate and work better” [sic].

They only really care about their higher wages and people like me can fuck off and die I guess. I don’t know why I expected solidarity from neurotypicals. It’s shit like this that completely discourages me from organizing

Is introversion even a real thing? I am starting to believe all introverts are just masked autistics because of ky experience that is similar to yours

My workplace intends to enforce full return to office to improve our discipline, meaning no scheduled remote days but we might be able to get some as needed? Not clear enough.

This is probably going to destroy me, I don’t know if it is some autism sensitivity but office days tire me to the extent that even with 3/5, I often feel so miserable that I take a paid leave just to not go there. I don’t understand how neurotypicals do it every day, it seems impossible to me

Trails to Azure. It’s sadly more coomer than the previous games in the series and the story seems more liberal than usual (even compared to those of the games set in a region called Liberl lmao) but this series is very good JRPG comfort food which is just what I need now

What happened?

I bite my nails and also have OCD. Fwiw I do it less on SSRIs so that might work for you if it bothers you a lot

Do you use an app or some notebook dedicated to the lists? It might help with the habit formation compared to finding some random paper and writing the list there

Don’t psychedelics have that 2-week tolerance period? Or is it OK if you microdose

I am not good at memeing verbally so I made some elaborate and deranged image edits but I can’t do that over phone. Sorry for being so negative

My workplace lies outside of the city, so by moving more closely, I would have to do that commute to reach the city center in order to go for dates with my gf and meet with my friends. My quality of life might drop even more.