Final Fantasy XI
Final Fantasy XI is the eleventh numbered installment in the… Okay, you know what it is, I’m just going to tell you about one of the storylines!
During the Wings of the Goddess expansion, adventurers will be sent back in time to experience the events of the Crystal War, a cataclysmic event that is the foundation for conflicts of the modern-day timeline. Should an adventurer choose to serve the Kingdom of San d’Oria, they will be immersed in the story of the Young Griffons—a group of children who would see themselves knights, many of whom grow into prominent characters later in life.
Among the Young Griffons, the player will find Bistillot, a shy boy who doesn’t like to be seen. With his penchant for engineering, shy demeanor, and lack of combat potential, Bistillot prefers to spend his time inside of an orcish war machine that he was able to repair to working condition.
He is often seen before he is heard, with his signature phrase, “HAAAALLOOOOOOOOO” being used to hail the adventurer. Through the course of the story, Bistillot finds his way, even contributing to the war effort with his engineering skills.
However, when another member of the Young Griffons is kidnapped and taken to the present day, the adventurer must return to the present day and reunite with the Young Griffons’ present selves! The adventurer’s first contact in the present day is Bistillot. When the adventurer hears the signature “HAAAALLOOOOOOO,” Bistillot approaches the player, but what the player sees is… a woman?? She introduces herself as Bostilette, a “friend of Bistillot.”
After the rescue mission, Bostilette comes clean. She is, of course, the very same Bistillot who was a little boy twenty years earlier. She explains that she was very sick as a baby, so her parents gave her a boy’s name so that she would be stronger and survive the illness. Once she overcame the illness, she was comfortable to reclaim her name and gender. Well, that closes the book on that story, except… I’ve decided that’s bullshit!
I have unilaterally decided that Bostilette is trans, the sickness she had was dysphoria, she stayed in the orcish war machine because she was an egg, and I hope you all agree!
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Dr. K Deep Dives into Dissociation
Another banger
Dysphoria, TV static go brrrrrrrrrr
lot of tv static in my brain. idk how I want to present anymore. i could imagine how i want to see myself sort of but it’s staticy now. fighting my desire to not take up space, hard
i don't know how any of this works
by what means is progress measured if nobody witnesses the journey? how do i understand how i want to be without observing and mirroring? is my concept of gender supposed to not reference other people?
idk what i can do to just not be seen as a guy, because as long as people treat me like a guy, i will be wrestling against the world to be seen. i will always have to override the instinct to respond like a man and it will always take me twice as long to speak up.
cw: nsfw
just saw a video of a cis girl using a knotted dildo to knot her urethra and we were just, bewildered. you can do that? what the fuck. bodies are awesome (and very weird).
wonder if you can do that with a post-op vagina, interesting thought. would assume so? hmmmmm
had the urologist appointment (phallo related)
Not too much to say. He was willing to work with me despite the potential difficulties and had ideas for how best to go about it. He even mentioned ideas for scrotoplasty stuff, which would be pretty much fantastic if that worked out. More than anything, he said that he and the main surgeon are quite stubborn when it comes to finding a way to get a patient what they want. It may end up not working out when the time comes, but I’m relieved they’re both willing to modify and try different things to figure this out. They get to be some of the very few to say they did it, so they’ll get something out of it too
I was once again assumed to be detransitioning. I am not a masculine person, yet I have struggled to feel even qualified for feminity ever since this thing forced onto my body. I hate that I’ve had to clarify this for two different people now. Disco Elysium -1 morale each time. I already feel unworthy of it, i don’t need people calling it into question even if it’s just the default assumed cis error.
anyway, good news is back on the menu
Okay riddle me this, chat:
My vinyl of F#A# has a normal ending on side A, and a loop that makes the record sound totally broken on side B. The sides are unmarked but there’s a catalogue number etched in that has an A on one side and a B on the other, and also it seems like the track order matches the catalogue number lol.
What did they mean by this?
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Also this insert is pretty good
Did my nails a cool bronze like color.
Yakuza has primed me to either fight on a moment’s notice or accept fetch quests for people I meet irl. Did the latter today speghetti Os delivered
Today I wore quite the interesting outfit. I had to work with it being really cold this morning, while getting really hot in the afternoon. So, I ended up wearing my signature black cardigan with my Fire Emblem: Three Houses Black Eagles graphic tee instead of my sleeveless turtleneck. Additionally, since I wanted to wear a skirt, but it was cold in the morning, I wore my flared jeans with the skirt over them, as well as my black combat boots (I think they’re combat boots). The flares at the bottom of the jeans poked out from the bottom of the skirt, so it looked a little weird, but it served it’s purpose, I was never too hot or too cold all day
If the health packs and pain killers and stim packs and health boosters in FPS style games were real, the standard FPS guy would probably have a failing kidney and liver and some other problems the amount they suck em back
That CANNOT be good for you. That is too many pain killers. I guess the in game alternative is dying to gunfire
you guys ever see when ducks do that thing where they just ravish peas? those fuckers love peas so much
got some vegan babybel. the wax is green ooo
Say hello to the little fellows :3
I added more emojis to the Catgirl emoji request post, with suggested emoji names and keywords! Hopefully they get accepted soon, so we have cats to match our puppies
26 months on a 3 month waitlist I’m going to explode
