Iā€™ve been away long enough that I noticed this ā€œhowdyā€ side to the site and decided there was no better place to visit first. ralsei-wave

Iā€™ve lived just about all of my life in California and have worked as an educator, along with numerous and varied proletarian jobs with varying amounts of precarity. While some seemed to have liked it there, even thrived there, I hated it there. Just being in the teachersā€™ lounge, or for that matter existing in public, seemed to be an open invitation to be involuntarily exposed to the worst of ā€œhustlegrindā€ and ā€œstartupā€ culture. It may have been because of the specific area I was in (if you know Mountain View to Palo Alto to maybe Sacramento, youā€™ll get what I mean), but these intrusive interactions, where a stranger could and would (if you look passably US foreign policy perhaps) get propositioned to ā€œget in on the ground floorā€ with some grift or another, were bleakly common. Similarly, because of the sort of painfully privileged yet socially malnourished environment, just about nothing was discussed by my fellow faculty or other people I associated with except the pop cultural monoliths of the time, which I had to absorb via cultural osmosis in the worst way. Anticipating grading papers for the next few hours didnā€™t get any easier when ā€œDAE LE RED WEDDING?!ā€ and ā€œDAE LE SHAME, SHAME?!ā€ was all anyone around me wanted to talk about, unless they were discussing some investment or how ā€œepicā€ (yes, that old stale word remained in vogue way after its expiration date) someoneā€™s new Tesla was.

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Thatā€™s why I risked everything, cashed in my retirement fund early, and with eyes forward to becoming a father and finding a better place for my family, I moved to the Atlantic northeast to start an agricultural project that I intend to expand beyond sustainability into a communal project curry-space . Itā€™s hard work, and of course itā€™s hard work, and itā€™s still a work in progress. For OpSec reasions I donā€™t want to get into too many details there except to say that itā€™s all a work in progress and itā€™s difficult, but rewarding. touch-grass .

I like it here. I like it here quite a bit. Thereā€™s funny people, weird people, even scary people here and there around me, but I havenā€™t had a single conversation that I would qualify as ā€œbazingaā€ since I arrived. I havenā€™t seen a single ZYBERTRUKKK either, except pictures of them getting mocked on the internet. billionaire-tears . I donā€™t know if itā€™s just the area I now live in or if itā€™s a larger cultural shift, but as far as I can tell thereā€™s no more pop cultural monoliths that I had to be force-fed just by being around hogs gobbling up the hog slop, being it ā€œhistorically accurateā€ or ā€œsatiricalā€ or whatever. morshupls

I bring that up because I have no great interest in waddling into the slop anymore, to argue about it or against it for that matter, largely because I have not had to for almost a year now, and that makes a huge difference. sweat

I still set aside time to write when I can, and my next novel project is nearing the completion of its first draft. For those curious about that, thereā€™s no mecha this time (THIS TIME cyber-lenin ), and itā€™s a more contemporary setting with only some slight background science fiction elements. I may share more details about that in an upcoming post if thereā€™s interest.

I hope you and yours are well, comrades. avoheart

EDIT: I accidentally said ā€œthereā€™s mecha this timeā€ instead of ā€œthereā€™s no mecha this timeā€ and corrected that immediately. sicko-wistful

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    The saddest Star Citizen news I have to report is that last I checked, nothing much was happening with it, not even silly stuff, and it still tends to top its old revenue records regularly. brrrrrrrrrrrr