Anyone feeling like this once in a while?
I’m filled with such thoughts at least once a day if they are not repressed by distractors, and it’s taking somewhat of a toll on my mental health. The distractors that is. They take me away not just from remembering but also from other tasks I should be doing, essentially freezing me or slowing me down to a snails pace.
Missing those feelings long gone by with my memories constantly tormenting me about a time that wasn’t even that good, but a time I’ve felt loved. I’m used to them, but I don’t know how long I can go with that. It’s hard to work alone and it’s painful to reminisce.
Wish that were me, I avoid ads like the plague (and I’m glad that I do for other reasons to be clear), but I still eat like trash (not McDs but other similar garbage). I work from home and generally like to cook, but I basically never do it. Prolly once a week. Pretty sure I have a binge eating disorder but I hate psychologists too much to do anything professional-wise about it. I’ve been thinking about [insert fast food chain here] all morning even though it’s kinda terrible and I just had it yesterday.