people are saying such shitty things about me. ill probably delete this, but can some of my comrades just give me a pep talk if your up to in. I know logically I love this place and this is a bad day, but I cant stop crying, i do so much work going out, doing mutual aid, supporting union drives, working with the dsa and psl ect and it doesn’t fucking matter because as soon as I vent about the class of people who are giving me a hard time IM somehow stopping racial solidarity from happening. it hurts so bad and makes everything feel so pointless. i feel so disposable. im not gonna debate anyone i just want to chat with nice comrades who care. im actually crying hard over internet shit maybe its my sign to leave.
edit: THANK YOU for the out pouring of love comrade, here, in my dms, and on cytube. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I will be staying. I will be taking a break after this sundays fanon post (its the last one and BEST chapter hope i can see you there) but I shall return even more powerful than before. you guys are amazing thank you again to everyone committed to making this a safe space for BIPOC people to express themselves.
the whole point of revolution is taking existing tech, picking the winners to focus on, and putting a fuckton of scientists that are passionate about it on the job that wouldnt otherwise be able to because capitalism did not prioritize the tech (which should be beneficial to many people) well enough.
im just glad that china is big and consolidated enough that this isnt just a hypothetical is some trotskyists head, people are already doing this shit. also the shit about society not being able to improve is so america brained, sometimes i feel like im in a fucking different world because im a dual citizen. believe it or not, the rest of the world is not as brainfucked as the great satan