I am a lazy failure who can’t do anything. Basic shit I consistently just… don’t do. Its embarrassing. I don’t even want to list all of it. I have hobby stuff I’ve wanted to for years that I’ve just never gotten set up. Homework? More like I’m not fucking doing that. I’ve been wanting to take steps for months to get myself on hormones and get clothes but have I done them? No? Of course not, because I’m fucking lazy. All I do is rot. Its been this way for a long time, I can’t even remember when the last time I didn’t struggle with this. And it doesn’t feel like its getting better. If it really is my autism I’m not sure how it ever can get better.
I’ve seen some different takes out there that basically say that ADHD is essentially in the diagnostic criteria for autism. I’m not a doctor, but the takes I heard from were doctors.
I have ADHD and this basically sounds like myself. Not much to lose by trying a medication.
I literally cried the first several times I took my medicine, cause it opened up a whole new world for what I was capable of willing myself to do.