Sometimes you just need a more specific example

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The horror

I’ve noticed something similar with music.

This is one that does it for me: https://youtu.be/4edAZvbU5gw

The only thing I could come to, is that it’s like it is noise, but not random and unpredictable. It’s like organized or controlled noise,if that makes any kind of sense.

Another example of the “noise” : https://youtu.be/forwNINpoVE

Can’t hear this anymore without thinking about this

https://youtu.be/Dhg_rjpvtME

Relevant?

Same.

Relevant: https://youtube.com/shorts/4JbWs-wPK7Y?feature=shared

I’m very new here and somewhat insecure, so I am happy to see the work put in to make this a safe space for vulnerable people to find community. Thank you for all your hard work!

What does that mean?

The meds I’ve got are focused on depression. I’ve known I was depressed longer than I’ve know I had adhd, and now I understand that’s probably why I was depressed.

My Dr told me that the way they usually go at these things is start with depressive or anxious symptoms first to see if it is adhd caused or not. Pretty sure it is at this point but still. I got on a combo that, Holy shit this is the longest I’ve been not depressed for as long as I can remember! It’s fucking insane! Like, is this how other people have felt the whole time?!

I am trying to just get out there, but shit is difficult man…

Just don’t try laying on your belly. Does not work as an adult.

And they don’t stop coming, And they don’t stop coming, And they don’t stop coming…

Man… Fuck!

Growing up really is like watching everyone/everything you cared for in childhood/adolesence grow old and die in slow motion… 😩

Not an emoji, this gif. https://media.tenor.com/mOwOW1skd38AAAAM/got-you-fam-asian.gif

Yeah, fair. It does provide a neat little package of certain attributes you likely have. I guess I was thinking more of the angle of enforcing roles.

Ok that does it clear it up some. It is a fascinating way of looking at it like your example of not having the word for man. I’ve been trying to get a better grasp of the ideas of gender identity vs expression and to some extent I come back to the idea that gender as a thing is kind of bullshit. Like making little boxes with labels around stuff and behavior, you know? Just let people be, and don’t assign that they’re then allowed to ABC, and not allowed xyz. I don’t mean it in any kind offensive way so I hope it doesn’t come across that way.

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Yeah I tend to stick to my subscriptions or home, and lurk everything.

Hey, uh, as someone who’s not familiar with the term can someone explain xenogender?

The description lgbtqia Fandom site sounds to me like it could be inferred as including the “apache helicopter” types, but I’m more than inclined to believe that’s not the case sense that’s essentially a slur.

Not trying to cause any shit, I just want some clarification.

Interesting. I’m not sure I’ve confidence improving from medication.

The weird thing is, one of my medications may have increased my confidence, or at least relieved depression enough, to consider changing things up, but apparently not enough to just do it and not worry 😅

I still think I’m gonna go through with it, hopefully it’ll help me gain some confidence.

That makes total sense. I think I usually err on the side of thinking things are a bigger deal than they are and worry about something no one will even consider.