catter [she/her, they/them]

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Cake day: October 2nd, 2023

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  • Having some good days here and there where I feel like I look like Aphrodite herself. Then other days…

    cw: mental health, dysphoria

    I get gender envy from statues lol. Still grappling with the fact that this is all happening to me. I got so used to the constant dissociation and derealization that I was completely disconnected from my mental health. I always had some level of dysphoria, but I could push it aside.

    It’s overwhelming. Trying to find local queer support groups and other ways to connect with trans people around me, but I have had no luck so far.

    Love you all. Hope your weekend is wonderful like you trans-heart








  • cw: mental health, dysphoria

    Started an antidepressant a couple weeks ago, and it’s at a low enough dose it does not help me at all, but the side effects have been so nasty. Constant dissociation. I looked in the mirror the other night and had extreme facial dysphoria. It felt like I was looking at a demon :(

    I think the side effects have actually made me even more stressed too. I’m frequently feeling the beginning stages of panic attacks. Not fun :/

    On a more positive note, loving my new dresses, and I have a couple extremely supportive friends who make me feel very loved 💜 Things will get better :)