For the longest time I was working with the ancestors thinking I needed to be closer to the gods or something like that to ascend further, but I was finally guided towards an invocation of the shadow self. Society is so conservative and boomers make it so hard to express yourself in society. Society works better when people ignore the shadow self and lose individuality, but this is not what is good for the individual.

So many inner desires are suppressed in modern times because your economic gains can be limited by piercings, hair color, or other changes to your personal appearance like tattoos. Other primal emotions like anger, lust, or hatred are also difficult to express in a society where we are all so housebroken. It’s true these are low vibrational emotions, but suppression of sentiments causes energies to cling to you which makes them come back even stronger.

Also, being too happy or too unhappy all the time blocks self expression. Being too nice or too mean also does it. You need balance. You need to stop being a conformist and look into genuine self expression to open the throat chakra. This will also get people to listen to you.