Hey all. As some of you may know, I have been in and out of multiple different mental health/drug addiction programs. All of them have been relatively helpful but couldn’t quite fix me. My addiction has since gotten worse and escalated to harder and harder drugs.
Today, at my out-patient therapy (where I don’t live there, just go for 4 hours a day), the doctors met with me and discussed that my addiction has become so severe that they no longer recommend me to be in this program, but to live in a residential one where I don’t leave for ~40 days.
Don’t have many people to tell, and I just am letting you all know I’ll be MIA for a while (assuming I can’t check my phone on weekends or something).
I love you all, comrades. I want to get better. I start next week.
Hey, someone very close to me was in and out of residential treatments multiple multiple multiple times before they overcame their addiction. It’s brutal. I hope you don’t have to go through half of that shit. But I just want you to know that no matter how ugly shit gets that it is always at some level fixable. I wish you the best of luck. I know it is a cliche, but, stay strong my friend. 💜
Thank you KiG